Disguise

My baby went away
And other friends have their plans
It’s more than I can face
The situation is out of my hands
I’ve got a pocket full of quarters
To save me from myself
Bob Marley and the pinball machine
Will see me though this night and never tell

Don’t want to leave this bar alone
And go home to an empty bed
I could have stayed at home
And fought the demons in my head
So along the streets I drove
Just to occupy my time
With all the bartender’s jokes
Still can’t get you off of my mind
Oh no, still can’t get you off of my mind

The lovers in the corners
Stared into each other’s eyes
I watched their lips as they were forming
“I love yous” not “Good-byes”
And I couldn’t help but miss you
And your crooked little smile
So I packed all my things and I
I drove what seemed to be
A million miles

Don’t want to leave this bar alone
And go home to an empty bed
If I was to have your baby
A thousand eyes
Staring at me in the dark
Looking for a wedding ring
To show I was approved by the Lord

And oh, wouldn’t it be nice
If everyone were blind
Except you and me
We could disguise our voices
And change our names
So that they’d think
We were the perfect family

No matter what happened
We’d throw it away
So that none of our neighbors would see
Through our dark green trash bags
Never clear, never to pollute our pedigree

And oh, wouldn’t it be nice
If everyone were blind
Except you and me
We could disguise our voices
And change our names
So that they’d think
We were the perfect family

No surprise that I’m not married
No surprise I’m not the perfect white man
And no surprise that the baby I carry
Has the same name as me
And can do what I can

And oh, wouldn’t it be nice
If everyone were blind
Except you and me
We could disguise our voices
And change our names
So that they’d think
We were the perfect family
So that they’d think
We were the perfect family

© 2001 Elinore Speeks
2001 ELAYSHA

Elinore Speeks: vocals, acoustic guitar
Barb Klc: vocals, keyboard, percussion